Saturday, October 27, 2007&&
BOo! i wonder if anyone will be reading this.haha. coz it seems lyk ive permanently dumped this blog for good.. but nah.. it'll be revived once in a while.. lyk now.=x
time really pass by super fast!! today's the 27th...in 3 days time..we've been in korEa for 2 whole months! n in another 2 months time.. we'll be gg back le..haixxxxxxx..... i love the life here.. no stress!haha. coz we're learning stuffs that we are interested in.. n there's something new everyday..something to look forward to....
experienced a diff feeling for the past 2 days.. minz parents came to bUSAn.. n so on thurs.. she skipped class n i was left alone. not scary or lonely or wat.. just interesting... im travelling alone in another cty!!! nvr had this b4.. coz we're forever together. its a diff feeling altogether to take the bus/subs alone... interesting to haf it once in a while.. but if i were to have it for lyk the whole exchange.. as in i go for an exchnge all alone.. i dont tink this feeling will be good or ath after a while.. imagine if my tAiW.An frenz werent free tht day to have lunch with me.. i would have gone back to the dorm to have a pathetic lunch.. coz i hate to eat alone.. so ye.. i may be indep but im not so indep as to be thrown alone all the time=x
anyway.. the 2 mths that ive been here... did quite a lot of stuffs.. see n experience diff things.. for one.. ive saw a lot of fireworks! the most that i'll ever get to see i tink.. n also over here.. ive climbed the most steps that ill ever climbed i tink!haha. there'll forever be some long flights of steps to climb no matter where i go here.. going to class..going for lunch.. going back to dorm..gg shopping etc etc etc.. making new frenz.. n learning abt their cultures..for example.. the way we count.. using our fingers to count.. is diff frm koReAns n JapN.. theY each haf thEir other way to count using their fingers! n just simply this.. i find it really interesting!hahha.
somehow.. tt day.. i had this sudden feeling that i must start absorbing in every single thing i see here.. start remembering those feelings i had.. for eg.. how it felt lyk when im sittin the shuTtle buS here to the stat.. the sights/sounds/smell..haha.. muz start treasuring this abroad feel! it feels scary that one day all these will end.. n it'll be just a memory.. eveything is lyk this..
but i dun wan any regrets...i dun wan to end up regretting in future.. but is it possible for me not to? sigh
aUnt aNgie drEamt of mUmmy yest nite.. mummy is with her lugg n plannin to come to kOreA!heh. do u tink she'll appear in my dreams tonight? when i visited her b4 coming here. i did specifically told her a lot of tiMes that im here in Bu>sN.. which uni n all.. i noe she's always here by my side.. but to tink that aunt dreamt of her n all these.. it makes me feel much happier.. n hangin on to that hope that she'll appear happily in my dreams..one day.....
till the next time..
"s0metimes letting go is the only way to move forward"
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