Sunday, May 13, 2007&&
scared n jittery. duno wat to expect..wonder wat kinda task am i gona do n if i can do it well..or do i even noe how to do it...is the ppl friendly or is it gona b tough to break into their circle..is the environ relax n friendly kind..interesting..fun or is it gona be tensed up..serious..do i really haf to wrk 5.5days..or is it gona be alt.sats..does it matter coz whichever it is..my wkend is gona b burnt anyway..is my supervisor gona b friendly..she will make or break my entire p.a experience..is their attire gona be formal kind everyday..hope nt coz ive only a few day's supply of formal tops..will my pay increase coz its miserable n it'll be worst if its confirm 5.5wrkdays..ahhhh... this is irritating..not knowing wat to expect at all..worst is my co' didnt even call me at all.. if not for the release of the instructions..i doubt if they are aware of my existence.ahhhhhhhh...
i doubt i can slp tonight n ill go to wrk with super pand.a eyes tt no amt of conce.aler helps.how nice

met up with dhui n ji.ali on wed..let's c...it's been ~3+yrs since we last met up.. nth's change i guess..had fun chattin over dinner..catchin up on wat n how each other n the other long time no c frens is doing.. it's nice to haf more of this kinda old frens gathering in either big or small grps..everyone may b bz with their own stuffs but its weird how easily a meetin can be arranged..juz an sms n we're done..juz need some initiators to make the first move=x
"s0metimes letting go is the only way to move forward"
3:35 PM
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loves:
all chocs except white ones
k:mus.ic, dra.mas, mo.vi.es
tra.velling
shop.pin
daydreaming
stonin at the b.each
a generally quiet person.may b unfriendly. but get to noe her..n she may not be as quiet as she seems. a person who dont express
her thoughts and feelings easily.prefers to keep things to herself. it's not healthy but on the bright side
she tends to forget certain stuffs v.easily. esp her irrita.tions or anger. a person who can be quite contradicting coz she tends to
consider both sides of a coin. can be fickleminded n easily persuaded but can also be total opposite when it comes to certain stuffs.
last but not least.. this girl here loves to daydr.eam n just hope that certain gd things will happen for real..