y is time zoomin past so fast.. this wk passed by juz lyk that.. felt lyk i didnt do much.. but actually i did.haix..

hate the air quality now.. super smelly n can tell that it's super bad.. as i cant see the buildings at all when i looked out at the window..su.nte.c + those office buildings disappeared..pity those celebratin mo.oncakey fest with an outdoor b.bq

sort of had my celebration last sat.. actually was juz attendin my aunt's con.do organised cele.. juz went there to eat + see the kids runnin ard.. they are damn noisy but cute when it was the f.an.cy dr.ess parade.. one young kid was dressed in the spid.erman suit.. n he was so stone la. juz stand there..n his "catwa.lk" was quite stone too.haha. cute. realized how ti.mid my couz was.. dun dare to light up the sparklers.. had a fun time teasin him.haha. but kids these days ar.. all dun lyk to play wif lant.erns..

didnt haf any le.cts this wk thanks to e-learn.in..but i hate it.. so borin listenin n watchin it on the com.. 212 was so freakin long.. was bz copyin down notes in the startin.. but towards the back i was half switched off le..sian.. 213's duration was quite ok but the tone of her voice.. duno wat's wrong.. she became so gentle.. lyk chantin some lullaby to me.. damn sianx

could haf got by this wk quite easily.. as in relaxingly.. but darn 214 juz had to pop out some imp.ro.mptu pre.sentation on thu.rs... how irritatin can it be..picked one topic out of 5 randomly chosen ones.. den go outside of the rm n 5mins preparation time.. go back in n present for 2.5mins. hate these kind of stuffs.. picked a topic on i..mf. so durin the 5mins outside..i could think of pts but the trouble was i couldnt concentrate n structure my sentences properly.. so when i went in.. i was quite stoned.. i couldnt think of proper sentence structure to link my pts.. n at some parts i was juz throwin out the pts. damn paisei.. but at the end.. tutor say pts n views ok but speech delivery wise.. shld improve.. muz be stronger..haha. how to.. when im so stoned out.anyway.. its over n im happy that it is


went out today.. n spent a bomb on sk.in care prdt..saw quite a lot of nice neck.ies n earrings too..oh rings too.. but i dun wear rings.. so find it quite ptless to buy.. but th.ey're so pretty.. someone muz be sayin no way now.haha. lunch was r.amen.. not bad but abit saltish.. n the sa.ke cock.tail was quite nice too.. the waitre.ss was quite dotx when we gave our or.ders.. when i said g.rape flavour.. she was lyk h.uh.. that one is sa.ke. super shocked expression.. her rxn gave me a shock n i was wonderin if i said or ordered wrongly.. den acie was lyk yea.. s.ak.e gr.ape.hahaa. we look too young is it...


is there really an afterlife.. do u believe? all along i do believe but nvr did heard of much encounters on it till now.....told some friends abt a missed phonecall incident few wks ago...n i thot that was the end of it.. but juz now.. one of our closed au.nt who stays in l.on.don called n said she dreamt of her.. in the dream.. she was wearin the outfit we had dressed her in...n she ask my a.unt y didnt he picked up the phonecall....im tinkin even if he did ans.. wat's gg to happen? my a.unt didnt fly over n attend the w.ake n neither did she noe of this phonecall incident.... a coincidence?? .. but it kinda bugs me both ways.. both au.nts who dreamt of her talkin to them said she was lookin well n good.. which im glad.. but all these oso juz makes me feel lyk she has a lot more to say.. she.... haix.. 49 days is gona b up.. a mth odd juz went by juz lyk that.. my dreams aint gd but even if it is.. when i wake up.. for a moment.. i would tink that she;s still ard only to realised that she'll nvr be.. haix..numbing