Sunday, September 24, 2006&&
finally the one week break is here..duno whether its a gd thing or bad thing..
b.l.o.gging in ra.ndom.. too lazy to structure it..
watched gwi m.ul..gd mo.vie.. sad.funny.gross.scary accordin to ___.heh.makes u hate those ppl more..does it happen in real life? if it is.. sad. conformin to so called "higher authority".. innocents suffers
informal lunch session with profs..duno y im there..guess they need some commoners for those pro ppl to shine more..but its a gd experience.. knowin that ur peers are 100x more hardwrkin n they really plan ahead for their future.. juz makes me reflect on how dull n onesided my life is....anyway.. i tink i embarrassed myself there.. wasnt really thinkin b4 i said some stuffs.. come to think of it.. it's so no brainer...but anyway..i oso didnt talk much.
cooked.mar.keting.burnt the fish by pourin dark soy s.auce str in.dumb move. but dad says it still taste ok.. his comfortin words:f.ried fi.sh taste better if they're crispier.-_-.gona cook again 2mr... p.raw.ns,fis.h n veg + soup.. let's c how these turns out.
dro.ve quite often this wk.. almost got c.aught spe.edin by the cam.. but i tink i managed to slow down in time.. i hope.. so far no letters yet=x. but pa.rkin is gettin worst.. wonder y.. aint it suppose to be more practice=perfect.. it's the opp.. it's gettin worst...terrible.. but im becomin more da.rin on the rds=x n that's bad.
interme.dia.te kor is a killer.. so many things to rem...but i still love it
weird things happens... am i scared of it? i shldnt be right.. but someti.mes i cant help it.. esp when im always home alone at night..used to love being alone at home..but not now.. it became too quiet for my liking..y do i always haf bad dreams.. coz of bad memories? it was terrible at first.. but these days.. its not bad d.reams..gd mayb.. the prob is i dun rem it at all.. y dont we ever dream of her..it hurts knowin that he wants to badly but nvr did.. it hurts knowin that when au.nt dreamt of her.. she has smth to say but we dont know wat..h.aix.. will we ever noe?
"s0metimes letting go is the only way to move forward"
11:23 PM