results are out today! so sudden coz at first i thot it'll be 2mr. wasnt at home at that time so gota ask mins to help me check. damn scary la. coz i rather i ownself check n let the results all appear right in front of me. actualli i wasnt feelin nervous but i juz kept making myself feel so till my stomach felt weird. relieve came when mins called n said i did ok^___^. im surprise at I..T. i guess the proj helped me a lot!kamsahabnid.a acie!haha.(if that e.xp0 job dun deduct c.p..f den i treat u!haha. coz u oso noe right.. deduct le = "bai" work). was also super relieve that bi.z. la.w got b+! woot. i thot ill be dead for that. coz i totalli left one 10m Qn blank. phews!. happy with the rest of the subs but i thot mayb ec0.ns could haf been better.but nvm=)

now im at a lost as to what speci.alis.ation to take. heard all sorts of view. there's oso extremely contrasting ones. i know no matter wat everybody says.. most imptly is what ive interest in. but seriously.. i cant decide coz my real interest aint in any of these. it's in a course that aint open to me now!argh. no use complaining abt it so i juz gota make do with these 2.
but after talkin to acie n lookin up on some jo.bs criterias..as to wat kinda de.gree the.y;re lookin at. ive sort of made up my mind. i juz seriously hope that i dun regret. i realli hope so.

anyway, bro was so gd today.surprisingly. he drove me n acie to chi.natwn coz we didnt noe where is that complex. reached there n i hate the way they labeled the blocks. kept walking in circles to find the blk. finalli found the plc n we had to wait lyk 20-30mins juz for a less than 5 min "interview". dun even noe if they haf any temp pos.ition for us.
after that, we went to try the e.x.p.0 job. there were so many ppl that we were told to return an hr later. -__-. spent our time at the co.f.f.e.e be.an below n was hopin that we better not be told that there's no vacancies left when we go back up. met s.erena l. when we reached n after abt another hr of waitin. we finalli got the "interview" n the jo.b. but it's juz a 4 day assignment which is in 2 wks time!-___-.wat am i suppose to do now till then? continue rotting..




haiz. i noe im not suppose to feel lyk this. some times i realli wish that im not at home to listen to all these. in pain n all but i dunno y i juz feel so irritated. it's the wrong feelings to have.sometimes i tink it's all in the head.psychologic.ally. but its not. i realli wish there's nothing wrong. but problems juz keeps coming up. wat;s the pt of livin healthily. no point at all.
dun bother. im ranting