Saturday, December 17, 2005&&
juz came hm frm a bdae cele for my grdaunt. nvr lyk this kinda famil.y gatherin.. it's gd to c "long lost" couz.. but uncles n aunts will always exclaim how tall n aiyoo...y so skinny to me.arent they tired of sayin it everytime they c me?-__-". n my mum doesnt help me by sayin it's coz i dun wan to eat! they will then reply tt the trend now for girls is to be ski.n.ny!-____-". now it seems lyk im purposely starvin myself so tt i can be skin.ny!!!-__-. i eat the normal portion of food tt's given to me.. i dun eat more than tt but tt doesnt mean tt i dun eat at all! im snackin on junkies most of the time..chocs,chips,icecream.. but these dun make me fat..they juz make my no.se bleed! so it's not tt i dun wan to put on weight but i juz dont put on easily. i do wan to gain weight in the right plces n not my tighs or tummy!argh..so dun ever sae tt im skin.ny coz im not eating at all!! if only i could sae all these to them. after wat my mum replied..n the way she saes it, seems lyk "yea! it's so true tt i dun eat at all".. all i can do was to smile n sae tt i cant put on weight easily! makes it sound as if im an/0.re.xi.c or something.-________-""""
so shld my new yr resol.ution be to gain weight?? but how to? coz i tink i;ll end up starvin durin sch hrs...
"s0metimes letting go is the only way to move forward"
10:07 PM
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loves:
all chocs except white ones
k:mus.ic, dra.mas, mo.vi.es
tra.velling
shop.pin
daydreaming
stonin at the b.each
a generally quiet person.may b unfriendly. but get to noe her..n she may not be as quiet as she seems. a person who dont express
her thoughts and feelings easily.prefers to keep things to herself. it's not healthy but on the bright side
she tends to forget certain stuffs v.easily. esp her irrita.tions or anger. a person who can be quite contradicting coz she tends to
consider both sides of a coin. can be fickleminded n easily persuaded but can also be total opposite when it comes to certain stuffs.
last but not least.. this girl here loves to daydr.eam n just hope that certain gd things will happen for real..