first time drivin..... scary n tirin.. n i kinda lost abit of interest in drivin..mayb i'm not used to it yet.. it's lyk a lot of things to rem b4 u can drive properly..n my rxn is chao slow.. he said stop! i went huh.. din noe wat to do... n he kept askin me to relaz n not grip the gear tingy too tight.. but i tink i din hold it too tight n if i dun use strength.. it doesn't seem to move.. so irritatin.. den when he let me drive ard the carpark.. it was ok la.. juz tt i brake too hard..means the pax get thrown forward or i keep forgettin to prex the clutch tingy... argh..n i realised tt i can't tink too much b4 drivin.. i'll juz get so slow n confused.. n when i conc on someting.. i'll forget the other.. eg.. turnin.. if i conc on how to turn the steerin wheel properly.. i'll forget to look out for the vehicle at the other side.. if i worry abt how much i shld turn or when to make the turn.. i'll forget abt the correct steerin mtd.. n get scolded.. n get all confuse..argh! worry abt brakin too much.. n i'll forget to prex the clutch.damn!tink he oso pek sek le...
n the next meetin is at bradd.ell!!!! so far lo.. haiz.. but he wants a quieter plc for me to prac coz eun0s carpark is so scary.... now i noe how the learners feel when those pedastrians juz cross ur path n walk so slowly..so scary..wat if i panicked n not noe how to brake...
ooh.. n he mentioned tt if the next lesson is ok.. he might let me drive back frm brad to eun0s! i was luffin when he said tt.. it's crazy ..2nd lesson n i'm still so blur.. u ask me to drive on the real traffic for such a long dist on unfamiliar territory! but he told me not to luff n sae tt his studs did it b4..-_____-"".