didn't sleep well yest nite.. duno y..felt tt someting's botherin me.. but i duno wat.haix. den this mornin..i had this tinkin tt since i'm gona be stuck wif this recep job for another 1.5mths.. i shldn't keep dreadin gg to wrk..feelin so sad n worried of miting irritatin pat.. instead i shld try to look on the bright side n try to smile=) more to these pat.hhaz. tink i went abit crazy over the lack of sleep. i did try smilin more..soundin more 'enthu' durin wrk today.. but it only happen for a little while when there weren't many pat.hahaz. when the crowd came.. i was too bz to care le.hahz.

mood today is invisible: some pat. juz dun regard me as a staff there n will tink twice or even thrice b4 comin to me. 1 sounded 'shocked' tt he was suppose to give me his forms while quite afew wondered where to go even after i had look at them..signalled to them to come to me! irritatin.tink they are juz waitin for me to shout across"this way plz sir/mdm!"